May your organs fail before your dreams fail you

Danai, 20, the Netherlands. Your average awkward uni student, with hopes and dreams.

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~ Monday, February 27 ~
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i’m exhausted

i’m just so tired, more mentally than physically
i could honestly break down and cry right now
i’ve been reading articles and making notes for uni since Friday, and i’m still not done
and this is the fourth week in a row this is happening
it just keeps going on and on and on and i don’t know how i even find time to breathe 

i just want to stop, sleep, have a lazy day
but i can’t stop, because if i do i’ll fail my exams next week, and if i fail my exams, i can’t go to NYC

i’m just so fucking fed up with reading boring-as-shit articles talking about theories which haven’t even been properly tested
my head is full, i can’t read any more, with every sentence my head hurts more and more

i haven’t even read a book since Christmas, because i haven’t had time to even look at one
and even if i did have the time, i wouldn’t start it anyway, because uni is taking the pleasure away from reading anything at all

i’m just so tired 

Tags: is it summer yet someone take me back to last year because it sure as hell was a lot more pleasant
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  1. blackandwhitestriped said: Aww, good luck! Although I must say a good cry can be really helpful under the right circumstances.
  2. demidestroya said: good luck dear! Ik snap het precies.. ipv 3/4 dagen per week werken + 3 school dagen.. zou ik beter eens een week kunnen gaan slapen. ZO MOE. Einde winterslaap houden?
  3. matthewej said: But just think, if you power through, get through all the boring shit…NYC. You’ll be at the top of the Empire State Building laughing to yourself about the stupid stresses of reading crap, you had a few months back. :D
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